Maya's online diary

01/07/2026 at 6:46 pm

I got a job today yayyyy!!! I'm going to be working at a bakery.

01/05/2026 at 4:38 pm

I don't know what to major in bro I'm struggling.

1. Nursing is a stable job but a lot of my family said I'm not cut out for it because I'm bad at communication and I don't like blood and body fluids.


2. Computer science has to much math and you have to be smart for it. Not to mention the fact that it's not stable and it's hard to get a job in it if you're entry level.


3. Psychology is interesting but you can't do anything with a 4 year degree. You have to continue your education which means I'll have to take out a loan. Then I'll basically be broke until my 30s paying back the loan I took out.


4. Anything art related is out of the picture because it's a dying field with barely any income even if you have talent...


5. I can't do anything in radiology because the only place that does that major near me has a 25% acceptance rate. Also science is hard. but I was still willing to do radiologly if they let me.


6. Then I can't be a pharmasist because there's no med school thingy near me.

I don't know what to doooooo I'm going to be broke when I get old :(

12/27/2025 at 12:41 pm

Woke up to my parents arguing again and I have a massive headache. The bright side is that Dress to Impress updated today!

12/25/2025 at 10:17 pm

Today is Christmas! I got stuff from my momand grandma. My mom gave me candles but I gave them back because of the smell. She gave me cndy too and these nice smelling lotions. My grandma gave me money! I bought a year of VIP on this singing app called Smule that I like. It was $52.99 USD which I feel very guilty about. Wherever I shend money on myself I feel terrible. I don't like it at all I feel like I'm wasting money.

12/24/2025 at 7:11 pm

I'm back and sad. My mom was supposed to do my hair today, yesterday, the day before, the day before that but she never did it. She keeps promising and then she just pushes it back. I feel hideous without my hair done and having her break her promises makes me very upset. But I can't just keep begging her because she gets mad easily.

12/24/2025 at 7:04 am

Hey guys I'm back! I'm loosing it. Not only do I still think my manager is mad at me but I'm now thinking about other jobs. What if she fires me and I don't have a backup job. Then I'll be on the hunt again. I live with my parents bc I'm 19 but I still want/ need a job to buy important stuff like Robux/j

But in all seriousness I'm scared to talk to my manager she's totally mad at me. Next time I talk to her she'll probably fire me. This is going to be me again:

12/24/2025 at 6:13 am

This is my first entry I don't know what to talk about so I'll just write random stuff I think here. I'm awake right now because I can't sleep. Why can't I sleep? I don't know why. But now that I can't sleep I keep thinking about life. I'm pretty sure my manager is mad at me for calling out sick three times in a row with the flu. I had a doctors not but she's totally mad. Why do I think so? BC SHE'S STRAIGHT UP GHOSTING ME!! I'm so anxious bro I'm going to get fired.